Victoria Cedar Alliance Drama Fest & Anita's 16th

Hellllluuu , posting two posts on the same day is so tiring but I'll do it anyways .
So yesterday , we went to Victoria JC .
Well yea , we were supposed to go together , but I missed my bus with them on it ... SO I HAD TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER BUS
And then , to make things worse , we were already late . We as in , Louis , Shar , Eegin , Kixon & myself .
Lucky there were a few Cedar girls in the bus , so I asked them to guide me , gosh .
So overall I'd say there were a few good plays but what I liked best was the festival's theme was FAMILY .
A rather good topic because we all have our issues and faults with our families . What can I say , VJC didn't disappoint me , SO MANY HOT BOYS , CAN I GET AN AMEN :!??!!!>>! ( ameEEEEeeeEeen )
Also I met Fang Ling , after like , 4 years ?! fak !!!

She's still such a qt and is still that amazing cheerful soul n____n

Like heck , I literally screamed when I saw her hahahhahahaha

During the Chinese play , Kixon literally translated EVERY word hahahahaha such a qt !!!!!

& also after the whole thing was over , I was supposed to ask for a handsome VS boy's number and he , a chio Cedar girl

i backed out cuz im a pussy sighz

but I helped Kixon get a girl's insta heheheheheheh , and when I stalked her , turns out she's ... lesbian -_-

sigh pie

not that i'm against lesbians la , but bc Kixon ain't getting her hehe

after that I had to rush to Anita's birthday and we the fastest incentive was to take a cab BUT THERE WERE 5 OF US

SO WE JUST ENTERED THE CAB WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING AND EEGIN WAS LIKE ' FASTER GO INSIDE , QUICK QUICK 

after we were inside the taxi driver looked at us and said ' wait how many of you are there '

shit ...

BUT WE BEGGED HIM AND HE AGREED

so i rushed to anita's and yea

i ate 

and took pictures 

blah

I'll post the photos next time :-)

So yea that's that weehoo

Community Involvement Programme cum Values In Action !! n__n

Hellooooooo , where do I start , today was BRILLIANT !
So , yes , as you read in the title , CIP , heheh . I know , usually CIPs are a whole lot of crap , like how to help the community and stuff , but I think honestly , so far we have done nothing beneficial for the community , nothing hands on . But today was really different , what we had to do was basically facilitate the Sec 1s , guide them and teach them the right things . We got 102 & truth be told I was totally not looking forward because , ykno , how Sec 1s are ... rowdy , noisy , restless and what not . We were given the task to go to HDB blocks and collect unwanted newspapers and clothes , from door to door ... and sweet baby Jesus , I ain't gonna lie , halfway I was dying already . We kicked off with a really bad start , cause it was like 8.30 in the morning and so many people were sleeping .. how were they gonna give us the stuff . So we came across many closed doors until like 5 floors later , when we got like a HEAP of newspapers , ah hah JACKPOT . It was tiring la , all in all but I think my groupmates honestly made it unflagging n___n
My group consisted of four boys , Joleen and me . Joleen and I being the mentors hahahah ( what a joke )
Benjamin , CK , Iffy & Jack , jesus such qts !! Really brought a smile to my face hehe :-)
 

Benjamin , Joleen , Me

Iffy , Jack , CK  

Other than that , we had a really great time , it was a lot of work , yes but I dare say it was worth it . One of the best CIPs ever , truth be told . And last years as well , hyehyehye

We took lots of photos ahahah ! 

( Claudia doing god knows what ) (( actually i'm not sure how i was supposed to pose ... so ... ))

Our group !! :D

" what do we name our group "

" unicorn fart "

Unicorn fart trying their best to act serious but Claudia and Joleen are laughing ugh !! ><

JUMP SHOT !!!!!! with my hair totally covering my face and Ian , who didn't even try 

step chao ah bengs and lians under AMK block 423

Group 1 and 2 :-)

" eh joleen act like we're scolding them " 

* smiles * 

k joleen k

Candid shot of me admiring flowers , Benjamin being an extra hoe 

Us on our way to frickle frackle with your bitch

Flower girl communicating with flowers

Hahahaha that pretty much sums it up :-)

I'm pretty amazed by the fun we had and at first I was reeaaaaaally reluctant to go , like dude waking up at normal school time on a Saturday ?! Hell no . AHAH

☺

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Ish's 17th :-)

AaaAAAAAAaaay !! So I'm just gonna give an update on how we celebrated Ish's birthday !! n___n
It was such a fun day omg but Ian wasn't there , so that sucked .. I honestly thought it was gonna be so odd and awkward because he wasn't there yknoooo , but I was so wrong man . I HAD AN AWESOME TIME ^^
We went cafe hopping and we went to this amazing cafe called ' I am ' , like at Arab street , super tacky name but god damn it , the cafe was such a dream , really really indie and had a super goth feel to it , love it ! I had chicken sausage pasta because , hello ??? who says no to pasta right ??? The food was great man ugh I can't even stress on how good the food was , and basically the whole place was AMAZING AHHHHHHH !!!!!!! Sorry if I'm fan-girling over a cafe but seriously , ♥______♥ , it is wow .
And then we walked around Kampong Glam and Arab street taking photos and all , acting all hipster and stuff . HAHAH!! But I'm glad there were some really nice photos from yesterday , despite the heartbreaking fact that Ish accidentally deleted some photos of mine that I REALLY liked , sigh .. oh well !! ( i was rlly sad kk ) Anyways here are some photos hahahah

After all the photo taking , we realised it was like frikking 6.30 already ?? And we had a show to catch at 7 !! ( gasps ) And it was allllll the way at Ang Mo Kio , like dude , how the hell are we gonna reach AMK in 30 minutes , so we did the next wisest thing , taking a cab HAAAAAAA

Thank heavens , we reached in time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yea we watched Yi Xiang perform , I must say it was really good tho :-) I liked the last play espeicially hahah . But I think out of the whole performance , there was just this one boy that REALLY caught my attention , he was uber super duper cute and played the guitar , like , REALLY well 

Ahhhhhhh ♥___♥

The last play was really really good , honestly speaking , like it was about war and destruction and it was really emotional , I guess ? The ensemble was really really good , they had a lot of team work and co-ordination & it showed that they had put in a lot of effort :-)

After the whole play was over , I went up to my eyecandy and took a photo with him ahaah 

( what's new , me being shameless ) 

Buuuuuuuuut , it was totally worth it man .

He asked me what my name was heheh 

" hey , what's your name ? :-) "

" jyoti " 

/ shakes my hand / " thanks jyoti for coming to the performance , did you like it ? :-) "

" yea , it was really good , i loved the last play hahah " .. " btw you play the guitar really well :-) "

" thank you hahaha "

AND I WALKED AWAY SMILING AND VOWED TO NEVER WASH MY HAND ( but i washed it eventually because I went to the toilet , uff )

He was so nice tho myeheheehehehehehheheehheheheheh , hope we cross paths again .. but what are the odds ? hahah ..

Anyways , all in all , yesterday was a really great day and I had the time of my life ;-) 

That's it for today !! :-) 

love , jyoti x

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AYYYY wassup lol , anyways I'm really bored right now so I'm gonna be doing a survey sorta thing so yea , that way you can know more about me & I can also get rid of my boredom !! HoOOohOOoo killing two birds with one stone #swag #yolo #cut4bieber #followforfollow #like4like #instadaily #stopjyoti2014
  I NEED TO STOP . okay here goes

WHO WHAT WHEN WHERE WHY

Who:
1. Are you thinking about now? Shar !! Because she isn't replying my texts !! :-(  
2. Is closest to you?  Shar
3. Would you kill if you had the chance? omg honestly , even if I had a chance I wouldn't kill anyone , I don't think I could bring myself to do it because they took have a family and people who care for them , so maybe I'd just hit them on the head with a bat and run away 
4. Would you want to spend your last day with? Family & Friends ;-)  
5. Shares your birthday?  ykno what ? I just googled famous people born on 22 june & heck there's a website called Famousbirthdays.com , jesus !!1 There were a lot of people born on 22 june but the most familiar faces were Meryl Streep & Lee Min Ho !! :-) 

6. Was the last person you spoke to?  My brother hahahah 
7. Painted the nearest painting to you? This is a really weird question , idk ??? Emil I guess ?? During class 
8. Wrote the book nearest you? Not a book , but a story , Shar 
9. Sang the last song you listened to?  Beyonce !! 
10. Did you used to hate but now like? I have no idea because if I dislike someone , i don't really bother getting close to them .. pretty shallow but I have my reasons & I dont hate on people anyhow , so if I hate you , you must be a real bitch 

What:
11. Would you kill another human for (if anything)?  for hurting the people I love 
12. Is your worst habit?  I have a lot of bad habits but I think the worst has got to be shaking my legs !!!!! >~< 
13. Is your pet peeve? When people chew with their mouth open and talk to me while I'm at something 
14. Is the colour of your bedroom?  White , meh pretty lame 
15. Was the last meal you ate?  Rice , mula ko achaar and pork 
16. Is the time where you are now.  It's exactly 6 pm n___n 
17. Is your least favourite month of the year? November 
18. Instruments do you play? Triangle ??? I used to play the trombone and Euphonium but I forgot how to already , sigh 
19. Is a superstition of yours? I don't believe in superstitions maaaaan 
20. Is your favourite musical?  mmmm all the Disney musicals 

When:
21. Did you last laugh out loud? Just yesterday , I think ? 
22. Did you last drink fruit juice? On monday , omg wow , it's been long 
23. Did you last take an exam?  Last year October 
24. Did you last join a fandom? No time for fandoms man 
25. Did you last draw something?  Just like three days ago 
26. Did you last sleep? ( I woke up 6 hours ago)
27. Did you last play a sport?( omg ..... ) (last week !!!! )
28. Did you first join a fandom? bye 
29. Did you first learn to swim? When I was Primary 1 ! :-) 
30. Did you start following your current religion (or lack of)? I was born a hindu hmmm

Where:
31. Were you born? Kathmandu , Nepal :-)
32. Do you live now? Singapore
33. Would you most want to live? New Zealand !!!! 
34. Would you least want to live? Uganda ??? 
35. Is the most overrated place you’ve been? Friggin Universal Studios Singapore 
36. Is the furthest you’ve been from home? Home as in Singapore or Nepal .. ? If Singapore , then India . If Nepal , then Singapore ahahahahahahah .
37. Is the last restaurant you ate at? This , I really can't remember , most probably Macs 
38. Did you last buy clothes? HnM
39. Do you wish you were right now? New Zealand !!!!!!!!!!!!!
40. Was the closest thing to you made? wut ..........

Why:

41. Did you join tumblr? Because Justina insisted me to hehe
42. Do you support/oppose your current government? I don't know shit about Nepal politics , all I know is that it's hella corrupted and it has got to stop , if not how can Nepal prosper and break out of the barricades of Poverty and being labelled as one of the world's poorest countries . Nepal is a country with lots of resources but it's just the government that is polluted . 
43. Do you like your favourite band? Because I think they're really rad and I really love their music , it's just something different .
44. Do you believe/not believe in God? I believe we all need a faith , something to believe in , it keeps us sane .
45. Do you like your favourite colour? Green n___n , idk man , green is just really beautiful .
46. Did you get up early the last time you did? For a drama outing to Sentosa ??/ heh
47. Do you believe there is suffering in the world? Greed , war , hate
48. Did you argue with the last person you did? Miscommunications & Misunderstandings 
49. Did you hug the last person you did? Because we were stepping down and I hugged all my juniors u__u
50. Did you like your favourite childhood book? As a child , you get fascinated by many things .. I didn't exactly have a favourite book , but I l loved each and every book by Enid Blyton & Roald Dahl .. out of the world , taking imagination to a whole new level . I guess that's where my love of books started n___n



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friendships ?? :-)

Well hello we meet again , ha ha ha ..

So yes as you can read on the title , friendships .

I decided to talk about this topic as it has been bothering me a lot lately , & by a lot , I literally mean A LOT .

There's this boy , a dear friend of mine , his name is Ian , we've been friends since Secondary 1 but we only got real tight towards the end of Secondary 2 & I was soooo psyched to hear that he was gonna be in my class for the next two years :-D 

We had a clique , comprising of him , me , Shar  & Ish . I loved all of them so so so much . Ish was a year older than us so that meant she couldn't spend much time with us due to her preparations for her Os . You see , the thing about Ish , was that she was somehow like our glue , keeping us together . So when Ish wasn't there , there were bound to be conflicts . I was fine with Shar , really fine . But the problem lied between me and Ian . We just couldn't see eye to eye . Like he couldn't accept my ideas & yea , vice versa . But we tucked it away cause we didn't want it to affect our friendship ...but how long can you pile things up , till they make a mess out of things , right ? So yea , one day , he couldn't take it anymore and just snapped at me because of something I had said earlier that bothered him ... I couldn't take it either , I wasn't one who was gonna sit there and tolerate comments about it , I was stubborn as heck & obviously I had a few things to say to him as well ... So we fought ... It was really bad . And since Ish was gone , Shar had to be the glue , it was not like she had a choice , she made us apologise and set things straight again . But Ian and I both knew , it wasn't gonna be the same again , things started to get more awkward , we talked lesser in class and crack less jokes with each other or about each other . The thing about Ian was that he was really funny and he would lighten up my mood anytime , he would know when I was feeling down / on my period ( moodswings ) / had a new eyecandy . He knew what I'd order at Macdonalds , like what I'd add to my burger & what I didn't want . I didn't realise this while I was friends , only when we drifted apart , I then realised .. I guess it's true how people say that you only realise the importance of something when it's no longer present in your life . It hurt because I wanted things to be the same and I really wanted our friendship back ... A few months later , we fought again , making things a MILLION times worse :-(

& now , I just really want him to know that I'm terribly sorry for whatever I have done ... I really want our friendship back but for both of us , our pride matters ... oh well ..

So yea , he was idk ... sigh , really important I guess , but I realised that too late .

So that's about it for today , have a great day everyone !! x :-)

( only know you love him when you let him go ) 

goals i'm no where near

Hello , so where do I start , mmmhmm so this is year is my O level year and finally reality is setting and sinking in ( HALLELUJAH )

I'm more or less certain on the path I'd wanna follow after my O levels & so far JC seems like a more preferred option , don't ask why tho . I really really really really so badly wanna get my ass in Saint Andrews JC and their cut off point is like 9 ?? Meaning I'd have to get 11 points , 5 A2s and an A1 , looking at my current progress , I doubt I can even get into Innova JC which has a cut off point of 20 ;---;
It's not that I choose to be this lazy or dumb or idek man . I try but the thing is I'm obviously not trying hard enough , and it breaks my heart and makes me really sad because when will my good ever be good enough . There's about 7 more months to prove that I can do it & all I really need is belief and strength . ( breathes heavily )

It's only March and I am so burned out , so so tired . Of school , of friends , of family , of love , of life ...
SssssssIGHHHHHH
I feel like going on a roadtrip to no where and just live as a gypsy , all these responsibilities and expectations are really tiring me out and I have no idea how long more I can hold on ..


I also miss Nepal very very very much , so homesick , dreamt of Nepal again :-(
I'm really glad there's a possibility I might be going for a loooong vacation after my O's so yea , there you have it , another motivation to do well and get it over and done with (ू•ᴗ•ू❁)

I think that's about it & oh , my readers from Singapore , Happy holidays and have great term break !! n___n